Frustration

I am terribly frustrated with my body.

8 and a 1/2 months ago I had my right ovary removed.

I went to the doctor yesterday because I am having the same symptons in the same area.

Stange because there is nothing there...

Looking at the ultra sound, it looks like I have PCOS in my left ovary and it is enlarged now..

It has grown in the past 8 and a 1/2 months...

I also have some sort of fluid chillin in there.. I don't know what that is but eww...

So the doctor and I agree that the best course right now is antibiotics and pain meds...

Today..

I start having the pain in my actual stomach that causes me great difficulty to eat. It is like sharp stabby shooty pains in my stomach.

And it makes me want to barf.

So I am back to where I was in November.

Waiting to see what we are going to do...

If the other one is removed.. there goes my chances for mini me and Nicks. :(

But what am I going to do.. I don't really have much choice do I?

*sigh*

This sucks.